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Looking back [Oct. 25th, 2011|05:15 pm]
It's funny to look back at the creature I was in 2005 and those postings that I threw up against this wall. Owell. It is what it is. I am who I am and I was who I was. No regrets... just interesting to stare behind in time.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2005|11:50 am]
Ahh some rammbling to do.. here we are now:

Stone covered entrances make giants bleed when they knock their heads. I for one am tired of this atrocity. I say tear down the walls. Rubber and foam is much easier to run up against. Those poor giants heads need to be spared!!

The lion has great paws oh how they love to run jump pull and play for all in the moment is today. Tomorrow is haunted with images of unknown ... fear it is.. fear it has been..and fear it shall be.. propagated unknowns are the demons of the mind.

Giggling brooks and meadows of breeze.. they call to me.. the caller id says so.. but i never answer.. why I suppose is the most famous question amongst those who dwell in the town of my mind. I have answers but they are empty.
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2005|10:24 am]
[Current Mood |nostalgicreflective]
[Current Music |Tom Petty]

Days of old swim about my mind
as butterflies the thoughts they circle me
she was truly a treasure amongst the lion
I miss her now yesterday and tomorrow

Was it a great mistake to let her pass by
I keep wondering, as my thoughts surround
This question I've asked for too long, I sigh
This artistic meld has never been so with another

A melding as this casts deeply into ones heart
yet I've tried to suppress it for years
it's hold solid as a rock her beauty bright and she is smart
deeply Ive not been touched by another as such

And now I sit here.. the heart wanting, yearning
for she is gone and has moved on into her life
but her essence still warps my mind leaving it burning
I suppose that life is what it is and all comes around in time

She really had an effect on me and we'd of been perfect together
they could have ran a city from the electricity between us
I mean it when I say it was greater than lightening in stormy weather
I miss her.... she's heavy on my heart and I hope that she is happy
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Bluegrass [Sep. 26th, 2005|09:50 am]
[Current Mood |Reverent]
[Current Music |Tony Rice]

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Lift me up [Sep. 26th, 2005|09:33 am]
[Current Mood |BLESSED]
[Current Music |Dave Matthews]

Lift me up Lord
Pick me up Lord

............just remember folks, ALL things shall pass.
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Breathe [Sep. 26th, 2005|08:46 am]
[Current Mood |thankfulthankful]
[Current Music |Dave Matthews-Grateful Dead]


This weekend I contemplated the fact that life is a gift and that I am truly blessed. I am alive and I can look out and see the beauty that God has created. Mother Earth though broken in many areas, has a healing aura about her. Her touch has power to mend. I completely believe that. It is in my soul and has always been there. I feel her voice and energy speaking to me always. I'd like to give anyone a piece of my mind who thinks that the great city life is more healing than being amongst her embrace. I know that is why I long to wrap myself in her arms permanently. Such as living in the boon docks. Living off of the land. I juuuust need to find out how to do so. I have a feeling that this will turn into a life long quest. So be it. What's meant to be shall be. Perhaps I'm a fool. I just don't think that this great city life is part of God's plan. That's all. Man has always had a different agenda than God in my opinion. So you let man tell you that it's ok to rape the land, that we're not doing any damage. I beg to differ. Again, it speaks to my soul and I have had numerous discussions with the God/The Great Spirit regarding this matter and all in all it makes me ashamed to be human at times. I also ask... Why risk it? Why take the chance that 40 years from now, the land will be barren, no drinkable water, polluted sky? All in the name of technology.. ha! I mean don't get me wrong... I can agree with some technology ((BUT)) I can't say that I agree with it's current state and progression. And sure I'm somewhat of a hypocrite. NO I can say it. I mean fuck, I work in the computer industry. It doesn't make me proud. It's something that I've fallen into, in order to make a living for my family and I hope to make a positive change to retreat from it. oh now that makes me depressed. But alas.. I'm rambling. Does the fact that I work with technology, mute my voice in these matters? I certainly hope not. None the less, I shall speak, if not to quell my own issues. Consciousness. Maybe it's too early in the day to try to make any points. I know what I'm trying to say but whether it's coming across properly, I can not tell here. eeeeh I just re-read and sure I'll say it's accurate. Ok.. off to work................on.......................computers..............

I say to you, have a beautiful day. For each day that we breathe life into our lungs, it is truly a blessed day. No matter the trials that we face.
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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2005|10:32 am]
[Current Mood |contentcontent]
[Current Music |Jazz]

/\/\DAMMIT/\/\ I had typed an entry up and clicked a link, came back and it was all gone.. BAH!!... at least I copied my poem.. shame on me for not copying the entire entry (which I normally do)..moving on.

So what I had said was that it is a good day. I can't understand why I have this outlook all of a sudden, since this week has drug ASS (though I'm appreciating the hell out of my new outlook). Here it is Thursday and as of this time yesterday, I was wondering why it wasn't the weekend cause it felt as though I had worked a full week already. I'm just trying to figure out why things are great for me now.. more so in hopes that if I understand it, then I can recreate it. Maybe it's the weather.. it's been raining and I like rain. I dunno. There are a lot of things that make me happy like that.. such as sex..

Work that pussy
Work it well
Work that pussy
Give it hell

Get that thing
all nice and hot
I'll poke you there
Just like a shot

We'll fix you up
take our sweet time
we'll do you right
here from behind

One's no good
nor three of four
you'll cum so much
melt to the floor

Scream and moan
come on let's go
juice it up
let my seed sew

ack... well I know what's on my mind.. lol

Sooo... I think I'll throw in a few quotes:

". . . Nature, the common parent of us all." -Unknown
". . . Nature can never be overcome." -Unknown

"Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it. Salvador Dali

"We live very close together. So, our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them." The Dalai Lama

"What people say you cannot do, you try and find that you can."
~ Henry David Thoreau

My religion is very simple. My religion is kindness.
~Dalai Lama
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2005|01:29 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

Ok.. well my my my... wtf am I doing here aimlessly babbling..... yeah that's it babbling.. for it's what I do best..

-ok recent development.. I quit playing world of warcraft.. wow is right.. what a ride.. I had a lot of fun, met some really great people.. of whom I'll miss deeply.. but alas I wasn't meant to play such a game cause it sucked me in and it seems I had to fight for dear life to get out.. but it has been my decision and my decision only.. it just felt like the right progression.. so there it is...

.............now what to do with my time?? Write.....sing, dance, poetry, play guitar, djembe, mandolin, be a great father, read, pray, do yoga............ that kind of stuff.. yeah sounds great to me.. HOWEVER, REST ASSURE THAT IT WILL ~N^O^T~ INVOLVE TELEVISION!! Cause it is EEEEEVIL! ..hmm comes to mind, a lil something to ponder..where? over yonder>>>>>>> \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/

~~~~~KILL YOUR TV~~~~~~

Can you hear that ringle?
It's crackling voice nipping at your ear..
When I'm all plugged in, I begin to tingle
It's where I come alive to live

Candid voices fighting for my attention
Buy this, vote for me, what's on next?
It fills me with apprehension
..if I could only change the dial
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